I knew I wanted to get better but something has always stopped me, I’ve always given up. I’d been trying to fight the battle for so long and it never worked. Victoria’s programme is not about fighting though. That’s where I’d been going wrong. The Body Love Binge Programme is about surrendering, not fighting. It’s not fighting off or pushing down the fears, panic, despair, hopelessness, sadness, unworthiness, anxiety and emotional pain , it’s allowing it and feeling it inorder to not fear these emotions anymore so you don’t have to use the eating disorder to numb them or avoid them. This programme explores the reason for the eating disorder not just treating the symptoms. Finding out the cause and the purpose for me to use the eating disorder has been so powerful in progressing with recovery. Things make sense, I don’t feel so broken, I feel validated and understood. This, alongside Victoria’s reliable and consistent advice, has been the game changer for my recovery. This programme actually makes it feel possible to do something that so often feels impossible. I’m forever grateful, thank you Victoria.