Marita – Victoria Kleinsman

Saying yes to Victoria was the best decision I’ve ever made.

This has been a huge awakening journey, soulful remembering, unmasking and reconnecting to myself and inner child.

THE SAVING ANGEL that is Victoria!
Hi dear soul reading this!
Im a 37 years old soul living in Norway, sharing some of my experiences with being coached by Victoria.
Also want to mention that I was at huge rock bottom, ED had stolen everything from me, isolation and manipulation that it was only me and ED.

Lost my job, lost friendships, not being able to build my own family or creating a life after many happenings and traumas, so ED became my savior and years of years got the hold on me even more and more. Or in spiritual sense, a dark knight of the soul for decades.

Before Victoria came into my life I had been living (existing) with ED for over two decades, with anorexia/bulimia/extremely over-exercising/binge eating/orthorexia, the ED behaviors was the one thing that kept me alive; and also was killing me. It was my best friend, my lifeline, my only reason to get out of bed, 24/7 selfharming with unhealthy coping mechanisms, rigid rituals and behaviors- living in this prison in constant survival mode, running from myself and staying in this abusive relationship with the false savior and prisoner.
I could not see a way out, but I couldn’t continue either, so it was a «do or die» moment when I reached out to Victoria about coaching.

I have previously been in recovery many times,

years and years of treatment, therapy, self help, courses, Out and In Patients many times, and all that only made me worse and added more trauma to my soul.
I got up to «healthy BMI» but the inner work was lacking, so I always went straight back into the familiar safe ED behaviors. (I have so much to say about health care systems, wellness culture and diet BS, how dangerously and damaging that is, but thats for another day)
I was alone and without support, the health care system had given up on me, I was apparently «treatment resistant» beyond helping anymore..

I had followed Victoria for years, listening to all her podcasts and resonating so much with her own struggles and journey, and I knew that she would understand, my soul whispering that this is the way, she can help you like no one else could, she understands. Also I felt her energy and vibe aligned with my own, we are both Manifestors in Human Design, so I knew that she could also relate to how that feels living on this planet with being only 9% of the world and how misunderstanding our aura and energy is to others. I felt that she got me, even before our first call together. It was a «do or die» moment, and the last attempt on true recovery- that last chance for coming back to life again.

After our first call together, back in January 2025, I felt it in my body that this was the right thing to do, we connected right away and I said yes to investing in her valuable couching and in myself.

I have not regretted that decision, never.

Yes its been a hell of a ride, but with Victoria by my side she brought me back to life.

I also have other mental health issues, so I was not the easiest clients, with my intense emotions, huge traumas and wounds, and she met me and held me all the way. She had the belief and love, that I didn’t have myself, she guided me and supported me in it all, in the mess, the terrifying thoughts, the doubts, the chaos, the body shame, the pain and traumas- she was with me all the way.

She gave me what I needed, also tough love when necessary, our souls fought together – side by side by the fireplace – in the fire, with compassion, power and love. She became a true soul sister, a true friend and Im forever grateful for her and our journey together, she has so much valuable self experience, wisdom, knowledge and understanding, that no one ever in my life has been able to meet me with.

She also helped me reconnect with my inner child, to remember who I truly am underneath all those years of suppressing myself, living in shame and not honoring my needs, the true core self needs for both my soul and body. Funfact; she helped me open up and remember that I loved to read books when I was little, to disappear in the fantasy world, so with her help I finally let myself sit down, dare to rest and read again, to take my little child into the world of fantasy books again. Like Forth Wings and Acotar, which is now a new HEALTHY habit.

Along all this, her BLB Program is packed with valuable content, with alot of inner child work, values, beliefs, conditioning, Diet Culture BS, traumas, body awareness, self love, fatphobia, +++ So much content, and also alot of valuable information about biology, genetics and neurological facts, I learned so much about all this, learned more about ED than I ever did while in treatment, so that also says alot. All this also combined with nervous system focus, reparenting and relearning to feel worthy and enough in one self.

Im forever grateful for that and she has truly saved my life.

By investing in coaching with Victoria, I invested in myself, I choose myself and my life and Im forever grateful for that and she has truly saved my life.

This had been a huge awakening journey, soulful remembering, unmasking and reconnecting to myself and inner child, Im still on this journey today, focusing on this Sacred Pause, honoring this phase and implementing all the wisdom from Victoria, and her BLB program.

In the awakening, in holy fire still, but now with hope for the first time in years, Victoria helped me daring to stop running from myself and meet and hold myself again.

Nurturing and loving myself back to life, day by day, with grace and allowance and full permission for abundance in life for always, abundance in food, rest, love and pleasure – as she had awakened me to truly believe and pursue

I highly recommend to invest in yourself by choosing Victoria as your coach, you will get so much more that just the food/body stuff, this is a soul fulfilling journey for life, opening up on all levels and areas in life, life changing and life saving, so please say yes to yourself, by saying yes to Victoria, and let her be your Saving Angel too

Much love and appreciation

Marita

Victoria helped me daring to stop running from myself and meet and hold myself again… nurturing and loving myself back to life, day by day, with grace and allowance and full permission for abundance in life for always, abundance in food, rest, love and pleasure – as she had awakened me to truly believe and pursue

– Marita
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